Never felt so depressed, so lost , so helpless after a paper since I came to rmit.
Don't know how to do a lot.
Not sure of a lot.
Compare answers... Different a lot. And pretty sure I'm wrong. So that little bit of hope I was holding on to during the exam was completely crushed and thrown away...
Hopefully the test helped....

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People who only think and care about themselves...

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身心俱疲。

I have the symptoms of dengue fever! 80% of them at least.
Bone. Joint. Here pain. There pain. Everywhere pain pain.
Freezing cold aka fever.
And I kena ding by a mozzie the day before. A mozzie with white stripes. :O

Lol. Won't so suay la hor. Exam coming then dengue fever. Wont right?

So tired. So pain everywhere. Burning sensation in eyes.
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Supposed to be a happy day. Following this morning's match.
But I don't know why I've been in horrible mood the whole day.
In school. Doesn't feel like talking. But still have to force that smile every time someone talks to me.
Don't feel like doing certain things. But still have to make myself do them.
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Finally finished the book.
T.T
Tearing.
They killed him. Sort of.
What if she had died after he died.
That would have been so Romeo and juliet.

He loves her. He loves her so much.

Always thought (according to history) Yong zhen is a 暴君。but this book completely changed what I think of him. All the things that he did, all has a reason. Mostly out of ( Read more... )

So many things deep inside.
So heavy.
Some I don't know how to say. So I can only keep thinking. So it gets heavier.
Very very heavy.
Very very deep.
Very very tired.
Very very painful.

A very messed up family. A very messed up big family.

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I always overestimate myself.
My discipline.
My importance.
My status as friend.

Everything comes crumbling down when you realise what you have been believing in all this time is just a lie. A lie you told yourself.

If only I can stop over thinking. Maybe everything will be better. Maybe I won't be easily affected by the little little things. Maybe ( Read more... )

On train back to yishun now.
Posting to prevent myself from falling asleep.
Pretty unglam when you nod nod nod on train. :/

Lesson ended at 1010. Supposed to be 1130. But Cher gave us an hour plus plus to ask questions regarding the essay.
And I did! Or rather my friend did! Now I can finally start on it. As in really start and not just have those ( Read more... )

Desperately needs to start working on the essay.
But don't know how to start and don't want to start = haven't start.
I have only two weeks left. Tops.
How how how how how.

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I'm so definitely going to live in a small house next time.
Small. Simple. With a table. A cupboard. A drawer. A bed. A fridge. A tv for all the consoles. Is it considered simple? Haha.
Cleaning the house is a horrible horrible chore.
Oh and I'm so not gonna let people work in my house. House = home =/= office.
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